~Shreejana Rajbahak~
I am alive,wait..i was
until u slammed that door to my dreams last night
n i didn’t cry,no..not even a drop of my tears
but i hit my head to the wall really hard
so that i could forget who i was,
what my dreams were…
then all left would be your dreams …for me
n i would fulfill them and u would be happy…
I am laughing,wait i was
then u said its bad so i just smiled
and i forgot what i wanted to be
u know what is best for me to be
so here i say,i will live your dreams
this is what u want i believe…
I am alive,oh.. Wait i was
last night u burnt my dreams and i just watched.
Without a regret i say nth..
My heart was never paining..
U said it may hurt..
But That didn’t hurt me ..not at all
i wonder y but ya i think m not alive
seems i killed myself with polite…
Seems like i liked myself with polite…
