Poem : Don’t Know the Meaning of the Word

~Raksha Gautam~Raksha Gautam

You said you would pray with me
but when the struggles appeared, you strayed away from me
Care? Don’t Know the Meaning of the Word
Harsh maybe, but your tears are undefined
Especially to entertain another one’s goodness over a glass of wine
and you still expect me to trust you
Never again, its through. Love? Happy? Still Don’t Know the Meaning of the Word
I live alone
and I’m a qualified ass man, very grown
Why even contact my phone?
Care? Love? Happy? Shit, I don’t know the meaning of the word

You want to be treated like a lady
but your principles and morals are very shady
Must be crazy
No one of professionalism and quality will take you seriously
Care? Don’t Know the Meaning of the Word
Delete me, Don’t Greet Me, Forget Me doesn’t even matter
I see you obviously was a fly in the biscuit batter
no good
Care? Love? Happy? Been gone and No Longer Know the Meaning of the Word
Taint my name, but in your heart, I am the best
apparently I failed the ghetto/trailer park test
Sensitive, too? Shoo, Shoo… no one is in the ass kissing business
You will forever be met with Happyness Resistence

Even to this present day, I spend money for no reason
Supposedly this is the Spring Season
yet romance remains in the Winter Season
Love? Happy? Don’t Know the Meaning of the Word
Christian Woman? Educated Woman? Procreation Woman? Doesn’t matter
Two-Parent Home raised? Adopted? All can create a Mad Hatter
Benz, Beemer, or a Bug, everybody needs a damn hug
Only need a man’s pockets to splatter
Near or Far, just running away and over with your car
Care? Love? Happy? Don’t Know the Meaning of the Word
In the next breath, you will speak against the one you cared for and love
Where’s the maturity?
Where’s the unity?
I Don’t Care Anymore…
Nothing to Lose down to the core
A World full of Selfish, Close-Minded, Czar mentality people
Lies and Deception
the standard without exception
Care?
Love?
Happy? Don’t Know the Meaning of the Word
I try damn hard but backs, silence, and dishonesty are the words
Nope, I Don’t Care Anymore…
Believe me when I say I Don’t Care Anymore
I Don’t Love Anymore…
but I am happy…
especially when I Don’t even Know the Meaning of the Word

18th June 2011

(Source : Poet’s Blog)

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